28.04.2010 | 老弱殘兵

呢幾日去咗個certification course, 同學之中當然有老有嫩啦.. 呢個course其實講好多theory, 所以後生嘅當然冇問題啦, 因為好似上堂咪書一樣之嘛.. 不過老嘅(包括我在內)就顯得吃力喇, 試諗吓, 咁多年冇咪過書, 霎時間梗係顯得力不從心啦.. 導師發問嘅時候, 就算係十分鐘前講過嘅, 都係得後生可以回答, 老嘢全部鴉雀無聲.. {︶︿︶}"

請選擇: 繼續睇我有幾咁有心無力 唔睇我有幾咁有心無力, 睇吓題外話

[有心無力-1] 最慘係最後一日需要考試, 我先強烈感受到乜嘢叫做有心無力.. 話說每日返去都需要溫習, 但係呢, 睇冇兩下就頭漲見攰, 完全讀唔入腦.. 今日考前預習, 結果又係班後生嘅可以九秒九神速準確回答問題, 幾兜冷水狠狠地淋喺我哋一班老嘢頭上..

[有心無力-2] 到真正考試喇, 結果班後生仔女個個蓮子蓉面口, 信心十足逐個提早交卷離場, 撇低一班老嘢繼續苦瓜乾面口埋頭苦幹.. 神啊, 真係要保祐我哋呢班老弱殘兵, 通通都可以趴士啊, 因為呢個certification對我嚟講係非常之重要架~~

[題外話] 呢個course係受惠於人力資源發展局支助嘅「一個馬來西亞受訓基金」嘅.. 其實覺唔覺而家週圍都可以睇到「一個馬來西亞」呢個字眼啊?? 乜叉展覽, 美食節, 文化表演, 商場大減價等等都中意托上「一個馬來西亞」呢個理念做綽號, 查實又咩關係啊?? 我係真心覺得呢個理念越來越被濫用, 仲係毫無理由嗰種咋囉..

was attending a certification course these few days, and of course there were young ones and the old ones in the same class.. this course was more on theory than practical experience, hence the youngs one were enjoying as this is like going to lecture to them.. but for the old ones (including myself), because we've not been studying for such a long time, this kind of course was a little tough for us.. even when the instructor ask questions on points he just mentioned 10 minutes ago, only the young ones can answer but leaving all the old ones kept silence.. {︶︿︶}"

please choose:	continue reading how helpless i was
	enough of how helpless i was, but to sidetrack a little

[helpless-1] the more torturing thing is that there was an exam on the last day of the course, and this is where i totally see my incapability to handle.. we were advised to do revision everyday after the course, but sadly just a few flips on the course book, i started to get tired and headache and can never stuff anything more into my mind.. during pre-exam practice today, as expected, only the young ones can answer the questions correctly in split seconds, the situation then was like us, the old ones, having poured cold water onto our heads..

[helpless-2] and later during the actual exam, i can see the young ones slowly submit their paper one by one, leaving the classroom confidently and with smile carved on their face, letting we the old ones alone cracking our heads to recall what could be the correct answer.. oh god, please speed your biggest kindness to let all of us pass in the exam, because this certification is very important to me~~

[sidetrack] don't you think you are seeing too many "1-Malaysia"s everywhere now?? no matter what kind of exhibition, food festival, cultural performance, shopping mall sales etc etc, didn't you realize they simply like to link themselves to the "1-Malaysia" concept?? i mean, what has this concept to do with your theme?? frankly, i do think this concept is getting more and more abused, with no rational reasons behind..