設定貼子語言 Set language for posts :
中文
English
中英雙文 English & Chinese

27.04.2008 | 忽然空虛

噚日友人約咗我食lunch, 朝早起身後就等佢電話, 大概11:45接到佢來電話12:30喺市區某處等候.. 於是就一支箭咁去赴約, 一心興致勃勃去見呢位好耐冇見嘅朋友.. 不過點幾鐘就搞掂咗個飯局, 友人有其他節目無遐應酬我, 於是就散band喇.. 見到面傾唔到兩句眨吓眼就講拜拜, 其實覺得好冇癮囉.. 奈何??

飯局之後, 就咁全日一支公渡過, 去gym, 然後去window shopping消磨時間, 然後獨自dinner, 然後歸家.. 好鬼孤獨囉覺得自己, 一個美好嘅禮拜六就咁樣獨自終結, 認真悲涼啊~~

今朝起身, 天氣十分之好, 不過一覺醒來, 屋企冇晒人, 成間屋靜嚶嚶咁.. 我唔係個會呆喺屋企成日嘅人, 因為喺屋企真係好悶, 我情願自己一個人在外溜遢..拎起電話, 發覺其實自己真係唔多朋友喎(而且朋友大多有自己節目, 咁就不便騷擾人啦), 於是又重複噚日獨自一人嘅「節目安排」.. 一個美好嘅週末就咁樣孤獨終結, 認真坎坷啊~~

其實一路以嚟我都習慣獨來獨往, 有時仲會好享受獨自在外溜遢, 但係唔知點解呢兩日竟然會覺得空虛起嚟?? 呢一突如其來嘅空虛感突襲, 真係殺個我措手不及.. 係唔係年紀大咗, 就驚寂寞呢? 定係因為某種莫名原因導致?? 呢一刻突然間諗起林小姐早年前嘅一首作品, 「我空虛, 我寂寞, 我凍~~」, 救命!!
Rate this post:

19 comments:

  1. 你空虚有我相伴,你寂寞有我解闷,你冻?就穿多两件衣啦大佬。 :)

    ReplyDelete
  2. 我空虚,我寂寞,我冻,是我的饮歌来的。原来我俩同病想怜,好对一对苦命鸳“鸳”哈哈哈哈。。。。

    如果我识你的话,我可以约你齐齐睇戏,齐齐唱歌,齐齐倾心事啦。我同时周不时自己出来找节目的人。。。。真是苦命。

    嘻嘻,自从识左你同埋AHedward仔,晚上的时间就好易打发。同先仲同edward仔过招来,真过瘾,可惜你,你并无参与。

    ReplyDelete
  3. fookong :

    直头俾你嘅如来神掌打到我疸疸腰喇. 家下仲痛啊

    ReplyDelete
  4. edward 仔:
    什么??如来神掌,甘cheap???
    头先我不过是用左"黯然销魂掌"的第一式"吹哔哔",来喂你招,甘出名的招式,你竟然误当是"如来神掌"????!!!!!
    我吐血啦,不战而败,服左你咯....

    ReplyDelete
  5. edward:
    哈哈, 多謝你嘅關懷囉, 朋友.. 我會著多兩件衫架喇你放心.. 你到時去到英國, 都要記住著多兩件衫啊~~

    fookong:
    同是天涯淪落人, 相逢何必曾相識, 也許不必知道我是誰, 無謂令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令..你~~~~

    ReplyDelete
  6. 洒泪.......帮你接最后的歌词,哈哈哈

    ReplyDelete
  7. sorry啊uncle, 我唱的是比較年輕的版本, 是古巨基的《勁歌金曲》, 哈哈哈哈!!

    ReplyDelete
  8. 吐血........喷血.......

    今晚连吐两次血,唔得了,准备夜出吸血补番先.....你慢慢唱你的现代版啦......!!!!

    ReplyDelete
  9. :) dont worry, i believe it is a very very normal for everyone to feel like that sometimes. it is what we call (i guess) sudden impact hahaha... well, even when i was in high school, that hits me sometimes. but frankly, everyone is an individual in this world, no one could understand another totally, and that's the beauty my friend :)

    ReplyDelete
  10. what about organizing some event?? like weekend short trip for makan, for sigh seeing....then you will have a chance to pass your time and at the same time have a chance to meet up with your friends.

    ReplyDelete
  11. uncle。。係咪時候搵番個女朋友哩。。哈哈。。講笑咋。。

    一個人過週末幾好架。。想做乜就做乜。。唔駛就其他人。。冇諗得咁悲﹐OK 。。

    ReplyDelete
  12. fookong:
    嘔咗咁多血, 係時候應該去補返喇, 如果唔係多幾日你點樣去相睇啊??

    傑士:
    oh?? you had that kind of feelings even during high school?? maybe that was kind of 失落感+空虛感?? you are so true, nobody could totally understand anybody in real.. but whether this is a kind of beauty of life?? who knows?? what is more important is - love yourself and your life.. hehe!!

    ReplyDelete
  13. 慧沁:
    yeah perhaps that is useful.. maybe i feel too left out and that's why suddenly feeling so empty.. and i can tell you, that kind of feelings is really not good at all..

    mynicole:
    咁你又講得冇錯嘅, 搵返個伴可能會好啲, 不過緣份嘅嘢唔可以強求.. 可能有時真係要學習享受孤獨, 不過唔可以永遠都係咁吖嘛.. 我真係唔想孤獨終老啊, 哈哈~~

    ReplyDelete
  14. 3rd of May our friend Debra's B'day leh, want to get out for Karaoke= Ironman Movie = Dinner to celebrate????

    ReplyDelete
  15. oh yeah, sure no problem!! you let me know the plan later~~

    ReplyDelete
  16. check around, there are a lot of activities that you can do besides shopping and watch movie. there is an exhibition at KLCC convetion centre from 1 may to 4 may - Homedec, may be you can go and get some idea of new home deco idea.....useful when you plan to buy new house.

    ReplyDelete
  17. ok ok, thanks for the suggestion laa.. but i think it's normal to have that kind of feelings sometimes.. we are human, and sure we have feelings~~ so you going to that exhibition too??

    ReplyDelete
  18. May be going on Saturday. to support our company mah. (now you know the main purpose behind....)

    ReplyDelete
  19. 唔怪得咁好死啦~~~

    ReplyDelete