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31.10.2008 | 每況愈下

小學時期我絕對係學內風頭躉一名, 學業同埋校內外啲學術同運動比賽, 我都有相當標秉嘅成績.. 學術排名通常都係前五名, 六年來應該都冇失過手.. 而且往往被老師派去參加啲作文/演講/數學等競賽活動, 曾經試過同一日上台五次領獎, 真係莫名嘅興奮囉.. 再嚟身為學校田徑隊隊長, 校內比賽當然無敵, 校外比賽都率領校隊贏個總冠軍返嚟.. 風頭一時無兩, 連續兩屆成為全校模範生..

去到中學即刻鋒芒盡退, 各方人才濟濟齊集, 除咗學業仍然穩守崗位之外, 都冇印象參加過咩大型競賽, 有嘅都只不過係一兩單冇乜人知嘅比賽仔.. 不過去到中六嗰一年, 就好似臨尾畀我搏到鋪咁, 竟然撼抵校內多名猛將, 高調贏得某個數學比賽嘅全國冠軍, 校內即刻滿地數學老師們嘅眼鏡碎..

去到大學, 就更加冇嘢好講喇, 真係平凡得不可再平凡嘅學生一個囉.. 就係咁死慳死抵讀完個學士學位, 乜嘢大學生應該享受嘅大學活動都冇.. 諗返起其實都有啲遺憾, 不過算啦, 可以拎到個一等學士文憑, 乜都值嘅..

去到而家, 唔駛講, 我就只算得係一個隨街都係嘅打工族一名囉, 呵呵:pi think i was a hero during primary school days, academic and competition results were excellent.. academically, i was usually in the top 5 list, and never failed for the entire 6 years.. and repetitively being selected to participate in competitions, internal or external, and there was once i ran up to the stage for 5 times to get my prizes in just a morning, that was crazy.. and sports wise, i was the leader for the school's athletic team, internally of course i was the winner, and externally i still lead the team to win the overall champion for the school.. just got too famous with my repertoire, and hence being selected as the role model of the year for consecutive two years..

up to high school and i can say all glamor went down to ground level, because there were many more capable students than i could compete.. other than academic results that were still up to the hill, i don't remember participating in any competitions at all, maybe if those would be too little to remember.. anyway, did something that shocked all the maths teachers in form 6, was selected to participate in a mathematic competition (without any expectation of course) and in the end surprisingly beat all expected heroes and won the national championship..

to the university, and i was just drowned in studies, a more ordinary than ordinary student you could see (a geek that was).. no activity that a happy uni student should have, kind of regret i didn't go a little wilder then though.. anyway, successfully obtaining a first class bachelor degree just worth everything..

and now, needless to say, i am just one of the guys easily found in the street that only work hard for the job, that's it i am, hehe :p

30.10.2008 | 輾轉難眠

呢兩晚真係好痛苦, 成晚喺張床上邊輾轉難眠.. 天氣勁熱係一個因素, 工作上有點壓力係一個因素, 噚日下晝發生咗令我愕然非常嘅一件(私)事係一個因素.. 個身體其實已經好攰, 但係個腦就不停咁喺度諗嘢, 就算合埋眼叫自己唔好再諗嘢快快瞓覺, 但係個腦依然唔聽話, 搞到個心都翳住翳住.. 就係咁, 由不得自己作主, 成晚就係咁樣..

而家仲為咗噚日件事煩惱, 好想快快有個結果.. 咁當然希望係開心收場啦, 不過如果大吉利是壞收場嘅話, 希望我都可以好快渡過之後嘅低潮期.. 各位關心我嘅朋友, 麻煩畀啲私人空間我, 唔好問我究竟發生咩時, 我係心平氣和咁可以坐喺度寫嘢, 所以大家毋須擔心, 我冇事亦都好冷靜, 多謝晒~~ :)was quite suffering these two nights, could not sleep well and rolling on the bed from left to right and from right to left for the whole night.. hot weather was an issue, a little work pressure was an issue, something (personal) happened yesterday evening that shocked me by sudden was an issue.. my body was tired, and yet my mind kept thinking about things.. have told myself not to think anymore and just go to sleep, but still i was thinking and hence a little heart-ache.. just like that, unable to control myself, whole night sleepless it became..

still being haunted by what happened yesterday, hope to have an outcome soon.. of course i hope for a happy ending, but if *touch wood* that it ends in a bad way, hope i can get over it fast.. to all that care out there, just give me some private room, don't ask what happened, i can be very calm sitting down and write this entry, hence no worries and i know what i'm doing, thanks~~ :)

29.10.2008 | 天氣炎炎

繼之前兩個禮拜日日不停(準時)落雨之後, 上個週末開始嚟咗個180°轉變, 天氣變得炎熱非常, 雲高日烈.. 印象中(N年)以前嘅教課書講過, 呢段時間吹東南季候風, 應該係雨季, 不過而家反而變咗炎炎夏日, global warming所致?? anyway, 我鐘意見到太陽, 所以冇乜所謂..
  • 週末行喺街上, 果然感受到天氣所帶來嘅悶熱, 就算步入商場之後, 依然滿額汗持續數分鐘之久, 畀個sales見到, 真係有點狼狽呀..
  • 噚日病咗, 醫生話係天氣突然轉變導致扁桃炎(??).. 好似唔係第一次咁樣, 上次病都好似因為天氣關係.. 係唔係因為出出入入, 一冷一熱呢??
  • 艷陽高照, 健身院個室外泳池邊, 例牌地一字排開成隊著住性感泳褲, 身材健碩嘅壯男喺度晒太陽.. 搞到我以自卑為由, 唔敢去游水晒太陽.. 又羨慕又自卑, 主啊, 我幾時先可以有佢哋咁嘅body啊?? :(
  • 噚晚因為太過炎熱, 所以輾轉難眠, 喺張床上碌嚟碌去幾個小時咁耐, 好似到凌晨先昏昏睡去, 幸好今朝起身仲係精神嘅..
after the continuous two weeks of rain earlier on, the weather started to change a 180° since last weekend, hot weather with high clouds and strong sun.. still recall the textbooks i had (N years ago) mentioned that it's the south-east monsoon season and should be raining, but in fact it just get warm and dry now, global warming i guess?? anyway, i love to see the sun, and absolutely fine with this kind of weather..
  • walking on the street during the weekend, and absolutely feel the warmth of the weather.. got into shopping mall and still sweating for another few minutes.. seen by the sales how bad i sweat, that was sure embarrassing since he would wonder why i'm sweating in an air-conditioned indoor..
  • fell sick yesterday and doctor told me it's because of the tonsile inflammation due to change of weather (??).. not the first time i supposed since the last time i fell sick was due to weather change too.. could it be myself getting in and out outdoor and indoor??
  • sunshine days always see a classic view at the gym's outdoor poolside.. neatly laid on the sunbeds are the team of macho hunky guys in sexy trunks doing their routine suntan.. feeling inferior to that, i just couldn't bear going near.. oh gosh, when will i ever have such nice body like theirs?? :(
  • couldn't sleep well last night due to the warm weather, rolling on bed for hours and if not mistaken only got into sleep near dawn, luckily still feel fresh after woke up this morning..